Scott and I woke up today to this, and I quote "the former male stripper David Hernandez"...for those of you who aren't in the know...it's a reference to the American Idol voted off last evening. I must admit I laughed out loud. 6:10 must have been the perfect time to set my alarm clock this morning. It was good to have a laugh, I haven't really felt like laughing the last day or so. You see, last week I got the results back from my mammogram that I had taken a few days before I left. Apparently, I have some intramammery lymph nodes that have showed up on the films, and they don't know why. You aren't supposed to see these little suckers on a mammo. For a whole week, I have been able to hide my fears someplace in the back of my mind. Really, we don't know what it is, it certainly might not be anything at all. But it's the unknown. It could be something,.. But when I get bored, I start thinking. The day before yesterday I got a little bored and started thinking too much, so Hope, Scout and I went and worked a big hill. It's was either that or eat the whole bag of Dove dark chocolates. I think I made a good choice. haha. So that's that. I was told to get myself into the radiologish ASAP to have an ultrasound done. But of course, I need to wait for my ORIGINAL films to get MAILED (not FedEX, or emailed!!). It's a week today since I requested my doctor to release my films. I should be hearing the new doctor has them today, I should!! Regardless, I'm calling them today, just to check. After all, it's the mail, not the pony express!
For any of you who really know me, you know I HATE waiting. And I feel like I'm getting lots of practice lately. We did hear yesterday, that the bank is sending out an appraiser for the house. Things are moving, slowly...but they are moving!
In other exciting news, Hayden overflowed the toilet last night. I don't know why one little pooped required soooo much TP, but apparently it did. It all went down (or should I say it all came back up) when I was meeting with the 2nd counselor in the bishopric...yes I do have a new calling. Since I'm not supposed to actually tell anyone what the new calling is I'll let you guess... let's just say Hannah will be very happy, and I only have to do 2 meetings a month. Any guesses??? I was pretty relieved to tell you the truth, seems like a pretty easy job. I need to call my buddy Michelle up, she was this back in Houston and did a fantastic job. Any of you have this particular job? I did expect a little more time off though, but no such luck.
Anyway, Hayden, Hope and I are staying home this morning. It is actually raining today, and I need to clean this joint up.
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Crud girl. Things like that are always happening to me and I always imagine the worst possibility for days on end...and every time...the worst never happens. In fact, I'm getting ready to take Becca to the doctor in a few minutes for an odd assortment of symptoms that are probably nothing...but that have my little mind going in circles anyway. I think the doctor will think I'm insane because she's better now...but I already have the appt.!
I have that calling here and it is the BOMB! Seriously...the girls are excited to come...it's one hour...and only twice a month. I love it!
Hope all is well...I'll say a little prayer for you!
I used to have that calling and I loved it!
Keep yourself occupied so you don't have time to worry. Worrying isn't going to change the outcome one way or another and it will just make you feel awful. Go explore your new town and find all the quirky little shops or something. I hope everything turns out for the best.
Oh, Heather! You are now going to be added to my (very long) prayer list. Hang in there - you will likely be relieved to find that there's no problem. Keep us posted.
As to the calling -- you'll be great! Wish I had you doing that one here.
Drop a little cash - that will make you feel better! No just kidding, the walk uphill was the healthy choice. I would have gone for the chocolate, but you are a better woman than me:) You are already in my prayers, and although its so hard not to worry, I guess maybe look for the lesson that this experience is supposed to teach. Maybe the house waiting thing doesn't seem like waiting anymore? Oh, I don't know. I love you, and we have to believe it will all be alright.
natalie - this is why i was in tears last week. i couldn't deal. heather, you know how i feel about all of this. i've loved talking to you these last few days.
eeks! so sorry about the scary stuff. hope you get the info here soon. keep us posted.
hooray for your new calling! you'll be great at that!
Hayden must be related to Hayley.....
You are so right Heather. Waiting is the worst. I think all test results should be rushed. They put us through such turmoil while we wait. I will pray that everything will be fine. I hope you get settled into your new house soon. you have been through a lot of stress lately. I love your calling. I had it when Kaitlin was 1 it was the best!
I am sure everything will be all right with your boobies!! Glad to hear that life goes on when you move, flooded toilets, new callings, all that good stuff.
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